suddenly i felt so emo of life,
up and down of life,
thing is always down for mi,
no matter hw much i try to tell myself be strong as i can,
no matter hw much i lied to myself i'm happy
it nv came true,
life is full of trap nw
i cant cross over yeh!
i lose everything tat i had before

today meet up shi mun (mei) at jp mrt,head to meet darling after her work to do her passport,end up nv done!down to bugis to hav a GREAT SHOPPING,everyone home wif a bag of thing!hahasafter de crazy shop went to cityhall for dinner tat mei bring us over dere!full of food nw! after tat head to jp mac for drink.everyone home sweet home!!pic do de toking =)love u guyz alot, was petty long nv went for a great day outside,muackzz!!!

Hotpot Culture

Our's food juz de starting only

herbal broth for Mei

chicken broth for mi!

hot & spicy broth for darling

second round!

Mei

Chocolate

ending of eating

tired =)

FIRST SKIRT FOR HER

Petty lady

WE"S

few day really faning, why is dere so many thing for mi,
why nt a break tat can relax myself, wo lei le!!!
today head to my new sch (Dover Ite) wif Mei!
thx mei. ps let u skip ur meeting in de afternoon,
was petty tired cuz walked a LONG road! chat untill nv saw de ways to sch.=)
is a fast wan for paying sch fee, after tat head to SP for mac,
is CHEAP de mac over dere -.-"
chit chat lot, after tat head to tiong to meet darling until she end work,
head back to jp for eat, and homed
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Mei,
dun be a replace for other cuz u are nt K
u can find de right person i belive in u!
i will support u all de ways, let mi look out for,
my eyes is SHARP.. hahas
jia you ba =)

is a long time tat dun blog!
cuz dunnoe wad to blog wif nw!
hw i wish tat everything nv happen and change before!
juz hope tat my trip came early!
i really need a holiday nw!
i really tired for everything nw!
hope everything do well for everyone

even hw much i try nt tok about it!
thing came to mi,
tot of letting it aside to cool down,
but it getting stronger and strong,
everyone is on fault, nt only u!
no ppl is in blame! nt pointing on u!
nt even ur flaw, nt to ask u for anything even thing had happen
let it past is wad i wish! even say thing out, i dun think its work,
i rather tat i nv do tat! aleast is no pain for anyone,
why nt think before doin anything,
i really tired for all this! even my cold cant help,
i stil nt cold enough!
i need to be more cold for facing everything

was busy this few day and wk!
had see through alot of thing nw,
knowing tat u cant see de changed tat u really change
cant understand tat why is a need for tat,
i only noe i had changed to another person,
tat is even more to last time,
maybe some think is worst, some think is gd!
but whocare for tat!!
i juz wish tat i can do wad i wan nw! do wadever i can,
say wad i wish to! nt to think so much for anyone, nt to anymore!!!
hoping family is fine and health tat enough,
i dun care hw ppl think of mi,
i dun mind anymore, cuz i had changed when thing had happen!
i noe is time for mi to grow even more, to think more,
i muz try nw!!
i will be coldblood from nw onwards!!
dun ask mi why? nt even myself
its reallt time nw!!!

i had enough of everything nw,
fuck up life,
everything isnt de way i wan anymore
thing start change blind
i dunnoe hw much time i had for all this
i cant seen to understand
i cant feel de change tat is trying
i chatted wif "someone"
maybe is time to be coldblood time
im think for this whole nite ytd
shld i turn to a coldblood ppl?
i hav really enough for all

was very busy this few day!
alot of thing happen,
was busying working from mornin til nite
tot of alot of thing this few dayz
thing is urs den it will always be urs
but if thing isnt urs dun hold on anymore
let off is better den holdin it!
hope everything is fine nw!

i cant slp until nw,
everyone is slping nw why isnt mi?
no matter hw much i drank juz cant close my eyes down,
i'm too foolish on everything nw
i'm in de circle always no whr i can get out of it
i cant jump out of it
i'm tired nw

alot of thing to say, no words came out,
granted is too heavy for mi nw,
i cant take this words easily in life,
i feel tat eveyone like to take it for granted,
i hav changed isnt wad i wan,
my mind cant even to hav a min of break,
thing keep came in my mind
thinking and thinking,
isnt well this few dayz
no matter hw i relax, listen to music
i cant stop de thinking neither den tokin to ppl
u guyz say i'm crazy, i really hope i can 1 dayz,
cuz aleast i living in my own world,
no one can understand hw i feel,
i gt lot of thing to say, but everytime isnt de rite time!!
I HAV IT ENOUGH OF THIS!
I GOIN TO GET CRAZY NO ONE CAN STOP THIS!!!