LING LING

2009-11-03T01:12:00.002+08:00

was long tat i nv update,
alot of thing happen all this while,
all de bad stuff came along,
cant expect,
get well soon!!
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i will be dere for u when u need mi,
sorry about today stuff
was really too much on myself
sorry =)

2009-09-21T23:55:00.003+08:00

was a long time tat i nv update!,

was lazy and tired,

all this while was working, movie and not forget

JB trip!!

tat was fun over at JB with buddy and darling

even is juz a short while in dere,

rmr de next coming soon right!!

wish tat can be more faster

and this time muz stay longer

hai ma?

hmm

movie this few wk gt

- Aliens in the Attic rate 8.5/10

- Where gt ghost 8/10

-Haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami 5/10

let pic does de toking~

i juz brought this ipod!

cute right? i use $2 to caught it for darling

yeh this wad buddy hate this little!!

cuz she cant by spent $8 =)

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i feel so tired,

i start to get angry easily

wth am i wrong with

stop it can i?

2009-09-02T23:39:00.003+08:00

ytd wake up morning to meet darling first,
after tat head to meet buddy at harbour front,
went to had breadfast at mac,
head to vivo to take sentosa express train in,
dropped off at de beach station but was RAINING,
wad a heavy rain, but we still went to de beach over dere
hahas, played volley ball and swimming in de rain =D
after tat went to koptiam to eat lunch
de food dere wasnt gd yeh exp!!
after tat head to jp to meet up mingming!!
cuz darling wan to buy a ipod touch!!
i oso wan!!! saving money for tat soon,
after tat head to MOS to had dinner
buddy went off after tat we went to slack to chit chat
but mingming looked emo!!!!
aftertat he went off, i head to darling home
helping her to do de ipod yeh cant solve it,
den toned over at darling home
headed home in de moring 7plus!!
lets pic do de toking!!!

PS: NO MORE EMO FOR NG MINGMING!!!

thx for ur helping, hahas =P

2009-08-31T01:34:00.003+08:00

ytd was a great fun!!
meet up with darling at 4pm,
head down to orchard to meet up diming n shihao
yet we cant find de lucky pizza but its juz infront of us=_=''
hahas, head to pool to find them,
after tat went to had dinner, its quite exp
but no chosen cuz orchard stuff are exp,hahas
sean came to find us and head to pool again,
after pool left us 4 sean left early,
we head to chill and chit chat until de last train
we rush for de last but no more only until kanji mrt
cabbed home at 1am~~
meet up for de next time chill chit chat,
alot of stuff to tok about, hehex!!

morning wake up head to daddy shop
helping all de ways was busy with stuff!!
tired!! homed at 1am!! TIRED!!!

2009-08-24T00:38:00.003+08:00

this two day was busy out with frenz, work

tired is wad i can say, hahas

ytd ended work at 5.30 meet up with buddy first!

chit chat until 7, she head to meet up caden first

i waited for darling to end work at 8pm

head down to bugis to met up with buddy N caden

to had steamboat tgt!!

wow first time steamboat tgt,

will had it more often.hahas

walk walk until last train back hm

at 12pplus!!slp at 3am!!

today wake up at 9plus head to daddy shop for helping,

darm tried, working over dere!!!

afternoon head to geylang pray first

after tat head back, hahas

working until forget to eat

daddy cooked special for mi and himself

hahas, was a long tat u cooked special

head home before 12am sharp!!

thx daddy for de late dinner!!!

lets pic do de tok!!!

mingming with bags!!look like bag seller's!

korkor look so retarted

de pearl tat stuck tat darling drank half way!

de special tat daddt cooked!!=)

2009-08-17T01:24:00.003+08:00

this few day everyone came with problem!!
i cant do anything for them,
i cant help them,
i cant stop think of u,
i cant think of anything to stop myself
im silly
im stupid
scold mi as u wan
everyone mood look wasnt gd
i dunnoe wad can i do
i am a emo kia
ahhh!!

ps buddy:
i cant help u much, i can only listen to wad u wan to say
no matter wad happen in de end,
i will support u, cuz buddy jiu shi buddy
anything give mi a call or sms will be dere!!
^^ smile with no worry~~~

2009-08-12T00:47:00.004+08:00

was making myself busy this few day!!

let's tok about this few day, cant rmr everyday stuff

so juz something tat i rmr, hahas

8aug

wasnt working, wake up in de afternoon

head to met up shi mun for pei her to study in jp starbuck,

but i wasnt study but mapling, hahaas

after tat dinner with family and shi mun

head down to city hall to met up buddy first

after tat was darling reach after tat was caden

a new frenz of us!!! welcome and nice to meet u!!!

after tat we went to buy Newurbanmale stuff

cuz BUY any 2 item for 50%,

i spend for $55 for this 2 item

after head to tiong to met up samuel kor kor

for movie "overheard" rate 7/10

about 1plus head down to chinatown

to had supper headed home at 2plus

9aug

all times at homed so boring~~~

10aug

HAPPY Birthday TAN JIA WEI~~

older liao!!! hahas

met up darling to bugis to buy present for de

birthday boiboi,

head to met up buddy at tampis with caden

dinner over dere and head hm before 12am

GET WELL SOON BUDDY!!!!

11aug

started of sch but pon

cuz alot of ppl nv go and head down to

bukit timah SHOPPING CENTRE

NT PLAZA,

wrong place tat i went to!!

reached dere with JW, sean, D.L, S.H, dick, boiboi, andy, tai and b.b

alot of ppl but half of them head homed

left mi , jw, andy, boiboi, dick

for mac lunch and head down to bpp

slacking until evening time

head home!!!

2009-08-06T00:46:00.002+08:00

everything is over when u told mi tat,
i feel so emo all along,
cant even be frenz is wad u told mi
i dunnoe why cant even be frenz,
i tot we still can even juz a frenz
but de answer is only a No
i lost u without knowing
until u left den i relise
but is too late for everything ,
i will put down everything,
this is wad i can do for u and myself,
stay like Stranger is wad we can only
hw silly i am,
hw stupid do i?
can anyone tok to mi, can anyone listen
i gt alot of words to say but i cant say anythin out
why nt even my frenz noe wad am i thinking
hw i angry hw i dun wish, but u dun understand
tot u will, i will walk through everythin myself from nw onwards

2009-08-03T03:01:00.002+08:00

limit is 1mths times as wad darling say
gif myself 1mths time to let go everything,
i will try doin all my best
i was wonder today while i walking hm,
walk pass de bus stop tat u send mi back
wonder will u waiting dere for mi?
walking pass my building, thinking are u dere?
looking at my phone,
seeing wheredere will u send a msg or call here
i look so stupid doin all those,
look so silly for this,
u keep came to my mind, u face flushin in my mind,
am i stupid for doin this?

2009-07-29T00:13:00.002+08:00

thx darling, jia wei and Buddy for ytd nite,
even is nt an answer i wan but its true tat came out,
i noe everything is too late to say,
when thing passby u and u nv caught it,
it will nv come back, i noe all de true and words tat u say
i belive in it, i try to understand u maybe i nv show out
isnt mean i dun,
thx for being at my side for de past few mths,
thx for ur caring, understanding, listen wadever i say,
and ur sorry tat u keep saying always everytime tat u met mi
sometime i wonder is all ur words reallt true from ur heart?
or juz in ur mind? when u left den i relise tat i drop in de hole,
i keep climbing out is wad i told myself, dun drop in anymore
but its only go more deep
iasking myself, why am i always so stupid
why?
why u isnt here when i need u nw,
life is full all fool
heart getting ill, when i need u u wasnt here for mi anymore
cuz i nv zhen xi ni
and this wad i get, wo zhen de hao hou hui
why i nv caught u when u are here for mi,
i noe ppl will say, stop it and way on ur life,dun think about it
dun say out isnt better?
my life is full of regert
wo zhen de hao ben hao ben du bu qi

2009-07-21T21:55:00.002+08:00

wo hao fan ar,
keep asking why am i making myself so fan,
thing isnt urs no point holding on,
why cant i juz understand this, why i so stupid,
life is full of thing tat i wan and need,
wad want? wad need? wad de diff?
why cant i get wad i wan, why is de fate playin with mi this ways,
is hell man, cant i gif forget everything, wash my brain and clear everything
i dun wan to rmr everything nw
HELL BRING MI AWAY!!

2009-07-16T22:44:00.003+08:00

went working early in de morning 9am

darm tired de day,
today serene LIOW bake CAKE for us to eat,
thx buddy de taste is petty nice,
but no ppl belive tat u bake man!! hehex
I BELIVE K!!! hehex
end wk at 5,
head back hm!!

this de cake tat SERENE LIOW BAKE

life is full of unwanted thing, hate it man,
why cant i get wad i wan? do i had a chance?

2009-07-15T01:47:00.002+08:00

wasnt in de mood whole day,
due to something tat nt improtant in my life,
meet up darling and shimun(mei) after sch,
head to jp, walk walk cuz mei wan to buy "somthing"
walk from de head to end, end to head again!!
finaly she found her "thing"
head to my home for dinner,
chit chat like omg forget de time hor,
12plus end darling home and head home
Thx to DARLING, SHIMUN(MEI), XIAO GOU(JW)
for making mi nt to emo for de nt improtant person N thing
i will nt goin to care, as mei say WAD FOR?
DELETE DE PERSON!! hahas thx alot LOVE U GUYZ!!

2009-07-14T00:08:00.002+08:00

juz dun care this post,
i juz angry,
wad the hell is this,
dun hab to tell mi tat u are in relationship
wad for? tot u say is from ur heart, TOT TAT U WILL PROVE UR WORDS TO MI,
den wad this? hell of lies OF SHIT,
guy all are idot, FUCKER CB
pls fuck off and get lost, i dun wan all de lies from u GUY
IDOT FUCKER BCB KNS MD AHHHHHHHHHH
GUYZ ALL ARE SUCKER AND LIER!!!!!!!

2009-07-11T02:38:00.003+08:00

Life is full of words tat cant say out!
life is full of dreaming all de while isnt wad i wan
is wad i cant control!!
wake up late today miss my lesson,
head to driving centre today for my BTT
but wad i can say is i FAILL AGAIN
hell man!! sianed and emo
met up darling at JE to bugis tower
to but something tat need it for class
head back darling home slack
went to met xin and jw for drinking
but xin get drunk like omg!!
pls take care of urself, dun fall on de floor again,
after tat send darlink hm and head hm at 12plus
wad i funny drinking lesson! thx buddy, meet up again ba
but dun get drunk liao!

2009-07-08T12:15:00.003+08:00

wake up in de afternoon,
head to sch at 1plus
lesson was kindly of boring and tired
but learn new thing,
around 4pm darling came to my sch to met up mi!!
after tat went to casueways point with jia wei & co.
had dinner over dere head back hm at 9 plus
after tat get ready to go out again,
take cab down amk hub
was having conflict darling
reach dere around 11 plus
meet up wif niwa de frenz think gt 6 person
head to de K-box over dere!
was darm high in dere! cuz everyone drinking
everyone tot tat i drinking too much
but i will very clear wad i doin k!!
ever tat i smoke i oso rmr k, so no worry for tat!!
Let's go next time again!!
went back to darlin home to ton at 3 ba!
chit chat until she slp!!
was more relax after saying thing out,
ever tat i wont get wad i wan
aleast u are dere to listen
think this was de first time ba
after tat chat
finaly get a gd dream , was long tat i nv slp well and had a gd dream
ever i noe tat de dream wont turn to de real life
but aleast i still can dream in my worlds
in de real worlds thing isnt wad u wan,
ever hw much u need it
nt urs isnt urs
i hate de life i in nw,
fucking dulan k
True is i dun like, false is tat i had to take de true

2009-07-06T12:04:00.002+08:00

when to sch today in de afternoon,
finaly is a startin of sch,
slack in class,
copy note! listen song
this wad i do in class,
ended sch at 4
head to jp to meet up darling for dinner
walk walk shop shop,
saw qiaobao chat until shi mun reached
den head down to KFC for dinner
chit chat alot, was time tat nv meet up hor,
like gt alot of crap to tok about right.hehex
head to face shop to buy all de face care thing,
spent about $70 plus,
omg i broke in de starting of de mths!!!
head home after tat, meet up soon again k!!

2009-07-03T23:26:00.002+08:00

wake up in afternoon, slacking until 5+
head down TB to met up darling, but she is slow
working until 7pm
went up to MORE THAN WORDs to buy present for bisi!!
head to had dinner den went back to jp
to shop shop until went in NTUC
buy drink and etc.
head home!!!!

hope tat thing goin smooth,
i cant do anything to change de past tat happen,
hell man!!

2009-07-01T01:15:00.002+08:00

head to work early in de morning,
was darm tired de whole day,
due to nt feeling well,
after tat went down to eunos around 5
to wait for darling to end work,
went for a hair cut over dere,
was petty like it alot, juz cost 10bucks!!!
after tat head to amk for dinner wif some C.o
get a free dinner!! thx alot
head home by mrt, reached hm at 12am sharp!!
hehex!!!!

wonder if u are gone wad shld i do?
scared tat bad thing goin to happen
i dunnoe wad shld i do nw!!

2009-06-29T20:22:00.002+08:00

feeling angry out of sudden,
no matter hw much i told myself stop it,
juz i cant contorl myself nw,
i juz so angry of myself, why i let thin happen
maybe i afraid tat u will gone 1 day,
all this while was like hell for mi,
i juz hope tat he fuck off from u, ur worldzz, ur life
nt even a msg or call,
im juz too much for tat, sorry

i juz love this two little!!

2009-06-21T01:58:00.004+08:00

today wake up in de afternoon,
head to jp for a cake tat father day!
den head down to daddy shop for celebration for father day
den cab to tiong to fetch darlin and head back to jurong west 91
for KTV about 3hrs, we look crazy when in dere
head home wif bro.

PS darling: dun emo k, everything will be fine soon!!
SM: ALL DE BEst FOR U AND YS, hope to meet up soon get well soon!!

2009-06-17T02:51:00.002+08:00

tired for thing around mi,
i was wonder who shld i listen to
belive in? wad i really wan?
wad i hope to had?
belive? false? true? lie?
no one know!

2009-06-13T00:16:00.003+08:00

wake up at 7.20 today was Late for my exam at 8.15.
faster do my thing and rush out to take cab to sch!
reach sch at 8.15 step in class will just nice goin to start
de test! tot tat i dunnoe hw to do, but aleast i done
and PASS MY TEST!! hehex
after while jia wei & co came,
wait for their test to end den head back hm to
prepare to met darling(hua)
meet her up at 2pm++ head to bugis
to had shopping around bought alot of thing
head to MQ to meet up jia wei & his frenz's
slack and had dinner head back hm!!

2009-06-09T01:37:00.002+08:00

darling:
sry for wad i had done to u, no matter wad happen
u are always be de gd buddy in my heart!!
always de gd sister in life!! =)

cy thx for wad u had done to mi today! thx alot hope tat dun scared u along!

2009-06-06T13:55:00.005+08:00

ytd wake up late and nv went to sch!!
went to prepare to met darlink,
head to redhill to met de devill darlink!! petty lady wor!!hehex
after tat train to cineleisure to had our lunch at LJS.
walking around for shoppping over dere and brought my new slipper!!
as darlink looking out for her polo'T,
we are lookin out for chao mian N chao fan!!hehex
head to takashimaya to look for polo'T but find nth
back to cineleisure to had dinner at xin wang!!
i order a Mango Ice for drink and a Chicken Congee
while darlink had a Peach Ice Blend and Pork Chop Soup beeHoon
food over dere is qutie nice cost us
@$30.10 wif GST and Sevice Charge!
head to shopping after finish of our food
brought a new earing tat cost $10 per
buy 1 for darling(hua) head to tiong to pass to her
head back to darlink's blk
to slack awhile head home before 10pm, hehex
shi mun came at 12pm!! chit chat until 1.30am and head home
tat all for ytd!!hehex some pic to do de rest of de toking!!

2009-06-05T00:03:00.002+08:00

went work early in de monring,
reached dere and without de key to opening,-_-"
thinking of ways to open it,after tat ah weng use a spoon to open it
wad a new way of open it,hahas
end work meet up 2 darlink's to jpb for dinner,
head to walk walk, somthing happen shld nt say here,
only im sorry for wad i say, i shld nt joke anymore for tat!!!
pls forgive mi T.T
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scared of droping in de circle again

2009-06-02T02:00:00.002+08:00

schlin this few day, tired
went work today, boss paid for our ramen today
thx boss.. hahas

my dinner today

p.x: everything is still okie, wad about u?hope u do,
o ya darren having a birthday bbq on 13june askin u over at 6pm at jurong safra,
he ask to mi to inform u about it, hope tat u can make it tat day!!

2009-05-28T01:26:00.003+08:00

today went to cck wif mummy do something,

den head to daddy shop to pass him somthing~_~

after tat head to tiong to pick darling(hua) back to my home

den went to pm for dinner in mac, cant get de free glass!! T.T

den went to 900+ to buy my lens having fun in de lens shop

enjoy den changing lens over dere, and head home nite

my new lens cost mi $50

2009-05-27T00:20:00.003+08:00

was scolded for update!!!
day was having sch,
met up darlink(nana) and shimun,
having dinner ytd with them, chat chit under 10pm
send darlink home and head home 11pm
today meet darlink after sch!!
ask her nt to meet still wan,
sick muz take care urself noe anot!!
dun let mi worry for u,
no matter wad ur decision, i only gt 1 times to tell u
ling will stand by ur side no matter wad k!!!
aleast u noe u are happy, jia you!!!
get well soon okie~~ muackzz

2009-05-22T00:38:00.003+08:00

went work early in de morning,

end work around 5 head to enous to do something,

meet up darling (hua) N darlink(nana),

after tat head back to jurong to slack under darlink blk,

chit chat till 11pm,

was tired nw,hahas think u girl too right!! hahas

strong girl!! jia you man, lets be strong together!!!

some pic fot de day tat we went for joggin!!

she steal fairprice trolly=) hahas

2009-05-17T01:44:00.003+08:00

this few day busying with thing!!
went joggin wif nana,pris and shi mun on 12 may,
we was like crazy run from around nana blk to lakeside
run for 7.8km for around 1hrs, after tat sit for girl tok for a long time!!
back home at around 11+ ba,hahas
another day went joggin again wif nana and pris,
shi mun nt free tat day cuz alot of hwk for her to do!!
busy girl oso!!, round for a short wan think 2.6km,
cuz pris need to head home at half hrs!!
after tat went 651 for dinner,
head back to nana blk to slack and chit chat,
miss u girlz wor, quite long nv meet up lei ba!
meet up again soon,hahas
juz gt my laptop lei,
same as darling Compaq presario Cq40
thx daddy for buying mi this laptop!!
update again, headin to my bed cuz workin later on 9am at enous,
left 5hrs to slp liao, hahas

2009-05-09T00:49:00.003+08:00

head to sch early in de morning,
was kind of tired this few day,
sch alot of new thing to learn on,
cant get to understand need to ask around classmate
was very mai fan them, thx alot!!
back home to met up Cyn in my home for something,
thx Cynthia alot!! =)
head to jp wif nana and cynthia for dinner in Ljs
went running wif nana, pris join in after de first round
quite long about 2hrs
think gt more den 6km or 7 ba, rest along de way
i cant caught up wif nana!! omg u are darm great in tat,
meet up next time for Gym hor,
and nt to forget Our Clubbing time on ur birthday
lets make it a big wan for u k,hehex
meet up again for shopping next time!!
homed to met shi mun, chit chat all de way
i lost something important to mi today while running, shag!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
To sm,
follow ur heart told u,
stress cant solve everything cuz problem is dere for u to face,
i noe u can make it, Jie is here for u,hohox
call mi anythin for meet up!! jia you =)
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maybe we shld start to think about wad happenning around us
alot of misunderstand around, wad i can say i nv stop before u gt...
i had changed alot while thing happen isnt!!
something while u are in a angry mood why nt think for,
why is this happen, saying hurting words isnt gd to ppl

2009-04-28T22:17:00.002+08:00

1wks+ since i update my blog!
this 2wk was kindly busy of sch, alot of new thing tat i need to learn about,
even tat i dun wish to learn for, but i noe i had to! i muz pass my exam and everything
schooling isnt gd in listening cuz i really stupid in english, juz normal english i cant understand about, even tat i had to learn A maths nw, is darm sick of it, ever 2 yrs tat i dun listen and learn it, nw is A maths, oh man is like hell in study nw!! stress by maths nw! all over my mind is maths! schmate is petty gd! noe quite afew nw, they are friendly and joking around in sch,
was waiting for my BTT nw, a long way to go for this, pass as soon as i can
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meeting Shimun and darling this few wk, all around we can go,
try to make myself feel better and smile again,
i think is shld be a long time for mi to find back my smile,
this two lady is busy around their thing, cant find them often,
like hao mai fan they all, hope dun gif u galz any problem =)
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family i can only say i really tired of facing it nw,
if u cant think of this family i rather u dun come back,
since ever thing happen, thing really change till hell for us,
wad we can do, we already done for u
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tired of everything nw,
when thing start to happen, there is no way u can turn back,
however i noe u living happily in ur world tat wifout mi, tat enuff
dun ask for much thing cuz i dunnoe why is this happen around us
enjoy ur happy life before it gone, dun let urself feel any regratz in life...

2009-04-16T23:56:00.003+08:00

All present had sended out to their owner,
left with mi 1 of de present!
present tat i wan to buy de first and de last wan tat still in my hand
shld i send out this present to de owner,
forgetting isnt great,

2009-04-14T21:13:00.002+08:00

this few day was busy cuz juz came back from trip,
and started of sch! sch is petty okie
making new frenz wif them,
ever only gt 1 girl in de class other den mi!
she is petty gd, younger den mi!! hahas!
trying to make new frenz wif de guy nw!
starting lesson soon tml! hope i can caught up for tat!!
im stress for study nw! shag!!

Present i buy from genting cost $400RM++

2009-04-12T23:31:00.021+08:00

juz came back from malaysia,went to two place in malaysia,
went genting at 8april back at sg 10april
11april went malaysia for trip for 2day 1nite
overall petty gd!genting is enjoy all along!
cuz gt a crazy darling pei mi all along!!
thx darling!! love u alot!!! hehex!maybe is my last trip oversea!
hope is not! cuz i haven enjoy finish yeh!
i dun wan to end so early for life!
lets tok about de trip in genting im was petty enjoy over dere!
cuz i noe tat in this trip go wif no worry for everything is de best!!!
lets had a short saying about de trip!!
First day!
wake up at 6am, prepare for meeting darling at boon lay!
head up to bus at 7am, all along de bus is 5 N a half hrs!!
reached hotel waiting for check in over dere!!for 1 hrs!!
went to my room putting down everything,went out wif darling for our shopping!
but nth caught our eyes!! sianed!!t
ot of clubbing in de nite but darling cant get in!hope so next yrs k?
lets go together aleast 1 times!!
after tat head back to hotel to watch tv, etc!! mightnite went for supper!!
head back to hotel to rest!!
second day!!
wake up in de afternoon, change a BIGGER ROOM,
head to de theme park over dere!
but is raining close down for awhile!so we went shopping again!!
nw alot of thing caught over eyes!i spend 400++ rm for my shopping and present!!
omg tat alot! SG$200++after tat head to theme park finally!!
had alot of fun and games over dere!! darm enjoy dere! hope darling too!!
ended of theme park went shopping again!!
spend money as i can!! eating and head to hotel to pack my thing,nite went for supper again!!back to hotel chit chat, watch tv, etc
day 3!!
went for lunch in KFC!!
getting ready back to sg!!is a fast trip, if gt another trip muz make it a longer wan!!
reached sg at 10pm++ reached home at 11,unpack and pack thing for tml to malaysia!!
wake up at 5am this time!!head to take bus and went in to malaysia!!had alot of sea food!!
enjoy over dere!but most of de time is slping in de resort over dere!
de food over dere is more cheaper den genting!!
nite having BBQ, CRAB and alot of FOOD!! went back to rest!
was really tired lei!!day2!wake up at 10am for breakfast,
afternoon went shopping but nth to buy!shag!!evening back to SG!!
really enjoy this few day for de trip!muz really thx for darling!! =)
maybe is de last trip for my life!u shld noe why!!
million of thx i had to say to U DARLING =)
shld stop here! lets pic do de toking better!!
still gt alot but too lasyto upload finish

WE'S

BIGGER ROOM

theme park

London

zilian darling

zilian mi

darling mummy and us

2009-04-07T00:51:00.002+08:00

suddenly i felt so emo of life,
up and down of life,
thing is always down for mi,
no matter hw much i try to tell myself be strong as i can,
no matter hw much i lied to myself i'm happy
it nv came true,
life is full of trap nw
i cant cross over yeh!
i lose everything tat i had before

2009-04-02T01:28:00.011+08:00

today meet up shi mun (mei) at jp mrt,head to meet darling after her work to do her passport,end up nv done!down to bugis to hav a GREAT SHOPPING,everyone home wif a bag of thing!hahasafter de crazy shop went to cityhall for dinner tat mei bring us over dere!full of food nw! after tat head to jp mac for drink.everyone home sweet home!!pic do de toking =)love u guyz alot, was petty long nv went for a great day outside,muackzz!!!

Hotpot Culture

Our's food juz de starting only

herbal broth for Mei

chicken broth for mi!

hot & spicy broth for darling

second round!

Mei

Chocolate

ending of eating

tired =)

FIRST SKIRT FOR HER

Petty lady

WE"S

2009-03-30T23:58:00.004+08:00

few day really faning, why is dere so many thing for mi,
why nt a break tat can relax myself, wo lei le!!!
today head to my new sch (Dover Ite) wif Mei!
thx mei. ps let u skip ur meeting in de afternoon,
was petty tired cuz walked a LONG road! chat untill nv saw de ways to sch.=)
is a fast wan for paying sch fee, after tat head to SP for mac,
is CHEAP de mac over dere -.-"
chit chat lot, after tat head to tiong to meet darling until she end work,
head back to jp for eat, and homed
.
.
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Mei,
dun be a replace for other cuz u are nt K
u can find de right person i belive in u!
i will support u all de ways, let mi look out for,
my eyes is SHARP.. hahas
jia you ba =)

2009-03-27T00:30:00.002+08:00

is a long time tat dun blog!
cuz dunnoe wad to blog wif nw!
hw i wish tat everything nv happen and change before!
juz hope tat my trip came early!
i really need a holiday nw!
i really tired for everything nw!
hope everything do well for everyone

2009-03-18T01:50:00.003+08:00

even hw much i try nt tok about it!
thing came to mi,
tot of letting it aside to cool down,
but it getting stronger and strong,
everyone is on fault, nt only u!
no ppl is in blame! nt pointing on u!
nt even ur flaw, nt to ask u for anything even thing had happen
let it past is wad i wish! even say thing out, i dun think its work,
i rather tat i nv do tat! aleast is no pain for anyone,
why nt think before doin anything,
i really tired for all this! even my cold cant help,
i stil nt cold enough!
i need to be more cold for facing everything

2009-03-17T02:28:00.002+08:00

was busy this few day and wk!
had see through alot of thing nw,
knowing tat u cant see de changed tat u really change
cant understand tat why is a need for tat,
i only noe i had changed to another person,
tat is even more to last time,
maybe some think is worst, some think is gd!
but whocare for tat!!
i juz wish tat i can do wad i wan nw! do wadever i can,
say wad i wish to! nt to think so much for anyone, nt to anymore!!!
hoping family is fine and health tat enough,
i dun care hw ppl think of mi,
i dun mind anymore, cuz i had changed when thing had happen!
i noe is time for mi to grow even more, to think more,
i muz try nw!!
i will be coldblood from nw onwards!!
dun ask mi why? nt even myself
its reallt time nw!!!

2009-03-11T19:07:00.002+08:00

i had enough of everything nw,
fuck up life,
everything isnt de way i wan anymore
thing start change blind
i dunnoe hw much time i had for all this
i cant seen to understand
i cant feel de change tat is trying
i chatted wif "someone"
maybe is time to be coldblood time
im think for this whole nite ytd
shld i turn to a coldblood ppl?
i hav really enough for all

2009-03-04T22:52:00.003+08:00

was very busy this few day!
alot of thing happen,
was busying working from mornin til nite
tot of alot of thing this few dayz
thing is urs den it will always be urs
but if thing isnt urs dun hold on anymore
let off is better den holdin it!
hope everything is fine nw!

2009-02-26T02:51:00.003+08:00

i cant slp until nw,
everyone is slping nw why isnt mi?
no matter hw much i drank juz cant close my eyes down,
i'm too foolish on everything nw
i'm in de circle always no whr i can get out of it
i cant jump out of it
i'm tired nw

2009-02-24T23:32:00.002+08:00

alot of thing to say, no words came out,
granted is too heavy for mi nw,
i cant take this words easily in life,
i feel tat eveyone like to take it for granted,
i hav changed isnt wad i wan,
my mind cant even to hav a min of break,
thing keep came in my mind
thinking and thinking,
isnt well this few dayz
no matter hw i relax, listen to music
i cant stop de thinking neither den tokin to ppl
u guyz say i'm crazy, i really hope i can 1 dayz,
cuz aleast i living in my own world,
no one can understand hw i feel,
i gt lot of thing to say, but everytime isnt de rite time!!
I HAV IT ENOUGH OF THIS!
I GOIN TO GET CRAZY NO ONE CAN STOP THIS!!!

2009-02-22T23:32:00.002+08:00

thing is kind of settle down in reality
in de back's no one noe, but i can see mask is wearing
mi too isnt it
hope tat thing will be fine soon!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
him is back,
i'm confused nw
i really dunnoe wad shld i do
am i stupid for this
hais

2009-02-21T00:40:00.004+08:00

meet up darlinz early in de morning
to simei to hav breakfast wif darling's
walking around dere den head town shopping
dinner over at town,
back jp darling brought her new laptop
cost$999, she love it alot i think! great darling
head home in nite!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i need time for everything nw,
even i dun understand wad happen,
dun understand why,
thing hav already happen wif no turning back
sick and tired of it can?
time for mi to let go feel better?

2009-02-20T00:28:00.003+08:00

time will let thing down,
no matter hw long pain will gone wif times,
do take care inside, i will do wadever i can for this family
hope everyone is well, wif no worry's
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i need time to let go,
hw long?

2009-02-18T23:25:00.003+08:00

life is full of fool in it,
tot family dun care u de most,
when thing really happen they will gif u de helping hand always,
this few day isnt smiling,
full of tear's
full of stress
full of emo-ing
today went to see him wif dad and mum!
was de first time after i born i saw daddy cried really hard when he tokin to bro!
even tat daddy always say dun care for him let bro go ahead go die, dun care!
but really can see tat daddy really very worry and care for bro!
every parent care for their child even they dun say,
daddy health look nt well nw a day, he nv went for doctor
he rather save de money for us to spend,
this few year cuz of working he isnt at home
look no care in de family,
no love in it, only earning money
when thing happen he de first wan to think of a way,
hw to help to fix de problem!
but nw is juz only blaming who fault is it in de family to let de thing happen
is already no use for tat isnt,
no one wan tat oso!!
mummy look nth happen! but can see her keep wake up in de nite,
keep drinking and smoking heavy nw,
their health isnt gd like last time anymore!
but i cant even help anything in it, i look unless for tat
keep gving problem for them
hw i wish thing nv happen before,
my life is like a game,
he came out bro go in!
wad shld i do?
missing something in my life
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
great tat u came out,
but thing is nt wad i wan anymore
i juz like a fool

2009-02-17T00:52:00.003+08:00

emo suddenly,
tot of crying hard out,
but no tear for mi,
~~~~~~~~~~~~
darling
muz be strong hao ma?
even hw sad and tired u are
i will be dere for u de
i am always standing at here
anything for u k,
dun worry for anything,
dun cry for everything
dun hate anyone
dun emo cuz of this
even tat u do all this thing come to mi
tell mi all de thing u wish to say out
i will listen to you nw when u need mi
I will be dere for u!! u are nt alone!!

2009-02-16T01:49:00.003+08:00

darling,
when time reach de pain will be gone!
不要在哭了！
不要在痛苦了。
i will be dere!
rmr ur promise this time =)

2009-02-15T09:00:00.003+08:00

everything seen to happen!
my feeling hao fan and hao luan!
i dunnoe wad shld i do,
as darlinz say forward wad ur heart say!
even tat i noe wad to do!
i cant clime over it nw!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
darling,
dun cry anymore cuz of this can?
我的心好痛好痛!不要在看你哭
even tat u gt hurts, turn ur back's
look at mi, i will be dere for u de!
my shlder is here can lent to u to lie on
my ears is here for u to say everything tat u wan
willing to meet up anytime
willing to listen of everything,
willing to cry wif u,
不要难过还有我在!

2009-02-13T23:02:00.003+08:00

i hav no mood for everything nw!
i nt smiling seen thing has happen,
cry, emo and smoke is wad i do nw
for this few day!
i cant feel anything wif anyone!
i juz alone always
this my fate wont change for being alone!
i noe i was changing nw! getting worst!
think this de road i shld walk,
this de road i shld walk on!
no one is dere,
no one will be dere!
juz alone!

2009-02-12T12:43:00.002+08:00

thing start to happen in my life!
having a bad dream ytd untill wake up today!
bad news get to mi today!
life getting worst nw!
i dunnoe hw i am goin to face it
and to tell them,
wo hao fan!
family! frenz! and other else!
everything came in at de same time!
i cant handle it nw!
i dunnoe wad i can do!
family a huge news tat will let mummy break down,
she isnt tat strong for this i noe!
family will be gone or nt no wan noe!
thing happen i was de first to noe!
shld i tell them or wait for de news to get them?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i wont stop u to find de thing tat u wan
if u need mi come and look for mi ba!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
whr are u?
i need u nw

2009-02-10T23:21:00.003+08:00

Went swimming in de morning wif darlinz!
afternoon darling join in oso!
until nite all head home,
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
as wad darlinz say!
Either you give up wad you are doing or you just simply dig ur head deeper into that endless hole. think of wad tat is gd for u, u are nt alone =)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
我累了
你在哪里会在我身边吗？
我好想你
emoing~

2009-02-09T23:59:00.005+08:00

emo wasnt out of my life yeh!
buy beer, meet up darlinz in jp for awhile!
nearly broke down in jp
thx darlinz for trying to make mi smile!
thx for ur present i like it alot!
de first present for vac this year!
thx alot for wad u do for mi!
cheer up too! as wad i owards say
" everything will be fine"
emo is juz awhile! time will let pain gone away!
still gt alot of qus haven ask u yeh
and haven get my answer!
this wad i drink today!

wad can i do for u again?
trust is broken by u,
i noe tat u wont came and find mi
i juz look like a extra for u,
when u free or boring den u will think of mi!
letting of my stupid hand nw!
i wont fan u anymore!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i need u at my side nw!
scared tat i will broke down again!
wo hao xiang ni
wo bu zi da ya zhen mai zu!
34day

2009-02-09T13:44:00.002+08:00

Feeling emo suddenly,
thing keep come out from my brain
cant get relax anymore!
feeling like crying!
why muz lie?
why? i nt trusted from u?
only lieing is for mi?
doin everything tat u told is wad i get nw?
am i stupid ?
i juz a idot in life!
belive in wad u say! try to change u,
hold on to u for nt letting u off,
dun lie to u even joke,
is a really big present for mi this time,
no one will noe hw i feeling,
i think is time for mi to change to become another person
juz to care myself and be selfish nw!
u broke de trust again and again!
u shld noe wad u will get!
its over

2009-02-08T23:49:00.002+08:00

Emo as words say!
Emo as time go!
Emo is wad i can do now!
when lie is make! everything is over
is nt de first time, sry do not hav a changes
hurts hav make! scar is dere again!
why muz do de hurt everytime tat u gt in r/s
Lieing is wad u can do for mi?
hurting is wad u can gif mi?
everything since nth over on our frenzship!
let mi feel unless on it! de trust isnt dere cuz of lie!
nt even noeing ur feeling and everything juz get in blinding!
nv gif mi my answer tat i asked u juz nw!
no commet for ur r/s this wad u wan?
wad u which to hav in ur life?
i let of my hand to let u go from nw on!
i wont stop u for anything and anymore!
even wad i say i noe u wont listen,
u will juz go cuz u wan to hav it! cuz eveyone hav!
u wont turn back to see for other tat u hurt!
tot u wont do this isnt ur promise!
isnt say tat wont find a kor for stead?
wont wait until stead le den tell mi?
is this all SHIT FOR U?
juz say out without thinking of it?
all are juz lie isnt?
trust had broken!!! u noe wad i hate de most
everytime u do this? hav u think of mi?
all are juz lie? wad i shld do?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
33day
whr are u today?
why u isnt here for mi?
i really tired!!

2009-02-06T23:19:00.003+08:00

went to meet uop darlinz and daddy for lunch!!
eat CRAB today!! tat was a long time i nv eat it,
head back to darlinz head to eat hot chocolate!!
after she went to slp and i head home early!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
it's 1mth
hw are u?
will u still rmr mi ma?
i dunnoe wad to do tis thing

2009-02-05T23:03:00.004+08:00

went Nuh wif darlinz and her parent
for her result of de bone!!
EVERYTHING IS FINE!!
a great news for her!
she was faning for a idot frenz today
by making her mood emo
" IDOT BETTER StOP ALL DE XIAO REN THING "
if nt u can try wif mi
FUCK OFF STUPID
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"DARLINZ"
everything will be fine rmr juz smile for everything =)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
31day gettin to 1mths
wo hao xiang ni

2009-02-04T00:30:00.003+08:00

kind busy this few day on working until very late
lasy to on9!!
thing hd already past
lets started wif a new again!
everything will go smooth!!
workin tml oso in de morning at 9am!!
suddenly feel like joining 合氣道or other else!!
hahax, mi getting older liao, everytime tot of joining but end up nv
shld i??
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
29day
wo hao xiang ni
waiting for u and i in wrong?
hoping 1day u will come out and find mi
am i dreaming of thing too much?
thinking of it too much?
even u come out will i get wad i wan and wish?
wad shld i do for this?
cool down and think about it?
tired!! =(

2009-02-01T00:17:00.002+08:00

Tot of past wont be back again
but seen it had alreadly happen,
i feel very tired after all,
aleast i noe u are happily after all,
really feel great even i wasnt dere anymore,
i noe u will get wad u wan this time,
saying all kinds of words thing wont change back,
let thing happen for de way of it
its time for mi to take a long break after all this.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
26day
emo!

Boring

2009-01-30T23:45:00.002+08:00

this few day not slping well

wake up early to do alot of thing

today went to pray after tat head home for steamboat again

very boring, i muz start to find other thing to do,

rather den workin or slacking at hm!!

tot of movie today but since everyone wasnt free tis few day,

wad i can do is to listen to my blog song!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
it's day 25

hw are u?

2009-01-28T23:46:00.007+08:00

today head to darlinz home to bai nian!
enjoy over dere, eat steamboat, slacking, emoing
ps for my suddenly emo!!!
pic does everything!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

juz find out tat i count de wrong day

it's 23day down,

finding out emo tat i cant conrtol anymroe

suddenly think of u anytime and min

feeling tat my smile is getting fake and fake

am i wrong of de smile?

anyone can tell mi tat??

emoing wont make mi feel better

getting worst den, emo can u go away?

i miss u until i cant imagine!

2009-01-28T13:47:00.007+08:00

Happy NIU YEAR EVERYONE!!this few day kind busy!hmm first day of de chiese New year went over to daddy shopto hav steamboat over dere take pic and ang bao oso!! was kind of short everyone left after tat den only left wif my family stay until 9pm++ baden head back home rest!!Second day!!wake up early and go pray first den head to my yima home to take angbao head back to dayi home after tat head to my work place de aunt hometo hav gamble and dinner wif red wine!! hehex head home round 11pm+ before mignitesave some money for de cab!! hehexokie let dun tok so much hav pic to say everything!!

pic now is for family!!
frenz will be another post.. cuz too much pic to post up!!

OUR FIRST FAMILY PIC AFTER I BORN

mi and mummy!!

di wif daddy

mi wif daddy

mi and didi

love tis pic =)

di and yiting(big cousin)

yiting and kor

yiting and mi

funny pic

xiaogui wif yiting

leon and yiting

bisi and yiting

mi and zoe

we's

almost of pic is mi and my didi right

cuz we both like to take pic!! hehex

kind of zi lian!! =)

Pic

2009-01-28T12:36:00.000+08:00

pic say alot of thing =)

i juz now her ytd ' sweet girl"

MI and DARLING(HUA)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

day 20

wad i can say is de same

i miss u alot!

2009-01-26T00:20:00.003+08:00

juz came back from daddy de coffceshop,

today isnt a lucky day for mi cuz i gt injuries today

cuz of de motobike, is a kind of bicycle tat run wif moto.

tot of goin to buy Cny de thing near daddy shop so ride over dere

after tat when coming back is raining, i cant see well,

de rain keep shoot at my eyes, and i speed up oso,

tat gone, boo! was feeling a kind of draging,

den de whole motobike was drop down on my leg..

its was dare heavy de whole thing drop on my leg.. T.T

bleeing alot.. lucky tat juz hurt my skin , nv hurt my bone,

thx god!!! after tat head back to daddy shop to wash up

get eating of dinner gt shark fin, hehex

stil down to chit chat,

tat few year ago tat we nv chat like this, greatz

head back home wif my painful legs walking hurt!!

muz faster recover, =)
HAPPY NIU YEAR!!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ cannot make it

tis new year u wasnt out yeh..

hw long more i hav to wait for u?

wo hao xiang ni!

18days

2009-01-24T22:54:00.003+08:00

wake up by darlinz at 10 am SHARP!!
head to fetch her at 11+ to jp~~
shoppin again and finding my heel!!~~
finaly found it~~~~ but is really high
think gt 3 or 4 inc!! tat high.. hahas
head to eat and shoppin till evening send my darlinz home!!

sop for de day is corn and chicken
extra hand!!!

chocolate ice bended~~

darlinz noodless~~~

tis mine~~~

our's

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
day 17

i miss u,

23 and 24 jan ~~~~

2009-01-24T22:26:00.004+08:00

23jan YTD!!!
went to town wif darling(hua) to shop shop awhile
after tat head down to bugis to buy my CNY clothes!!
meet up korkor over dere wif his frenz!! shoping!!
walking around and around for few hrs!!
end up brought 2 dress home but nv buy my heels!!
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meet up darlinz(xiaoxin) at jp for dinner..
eat "char chan ting" end up darlinz(xiaoxin) pay for all!!
THANK ALOT DARLINZ!!!
after tat daddy bearbear(sebas) went to meet his frenz
3 of us head to do our medicure!! its nice!! my is BLUE!!
cadded to darlinz home first and went home!!

OUR FRENZSHIP RINF WIF NAMESS!!!

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to: darling(hua)

altought i dunnoe wad u thinking how u feel

maybe as wad u say i only noe hw to scold u!

nv care for u ,nv gif u concern tat u are not in mood

sry for all this! sry

o.0

2009-01-23T00:32:00.000+08:00

juz came back from my work darm tired!!
cuz working for 13hrs and stop for 15min juz to eat!
working aunt really cannot make it liao!!
cant stop all this meh? any problem tat i can work anot?
even i can work i oso wont wan to help u guyz!!
too many of selfish, -.-"
u all need to buy de news year thing my family dun need izzit?
wad is this shit? my parent izzit working is dare problem wif it?
tat my family thing and stop asking and saying about it idot!!
really TIRED!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
darlinz still abit sick wor!
nv ask bearbear bring u go see doctor meh?
hehex, muz faster get well okie?
drink more water yeh!
enjoy ur dating tml wif bearbear!!
anything msg or call mi ba!! =)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
counting down of 16dayz!
well today whole day working don think of u much den ytd!
but will still think of u, muz take care urself inside!

2009-01-21T23:00:00.000+08:00

today work for de mornin shift, quite tired today!
tot if work until 6 but end up until 7pm,
after tat darling(hua) came and meet up head to Jp!
shop shop while saw nth tat can caught my EYES!! O.O
went to NTUC! back my dinner can came back to cook!
alone dinner again..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
darlinz is still SICK YEH!! better go to see a doctor!
ask ur lao gong pei u! if him not free call mi!!
dun keep eat home medic!!! drink more WATER!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
我好想他!
time pass really fast is already 15day tat gone
everyday juz cant 不能不想他.
reach de work place tot of u walking out from dere,
go for ur "TOLIET BREAK"....
my phone don rang after tat..
hope to see ur name turn up but nv!
phone started stop ranging。。
O>O

2009-01-20T22:31:00.000+08:00

juz came back from darlinz home!
she isnt well today cuz she is sick!!
muz take care urself!! drink more water k!!
if not well get to see doctor tml!
after went home to cook noodless to eat!
on9 blog
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

suddenly heard of Owl i will think of u!

still rmr tat u told mi de Owl story!!

listen to blog song and think of u!
我好想你!!
i dunnoe wad to do only can miss u!
14day hav gone!

2009-01-20T16:16:00.000+08:00

20Jan
wad i do ytd?
wake up in de afternoon!
went to NTUC wif mummy!!
buy lot of food and BEER!!!hahas

ytd den i realise tat i nv went NTUC wif mummy!

helping her to pack all de suff! is long time i nv do tat for her!

after tat went back to watch new show i buy( 霹雳MIT)untill nite!
wad a boring life hav ytd!!
if darling(hua) saw this will kill mi cuz i nv tell her i buy de DVD!!
waHAHAS!!
darling (hua)call to chit chat!! another darlinz (stupid xin) call too!!
tok untill darling slp!!!!!!!!!!!hehex
after tat end de chat and watch my show again untill 5am!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
14day yeh!!
still de same thing!

Emo!

2009-01-19T00:16:00.000+08:00

emo as wad i doin now!
emo out of sudden, feeling cryinz
cant stop myself for doin all this..
feeling lonely, alone, tried,cryinz..
lots of thing coming out of my head
making myself thinkin of it
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
13day isnt out yeh!!
waiting is wad i doin!!
thinking is wad i do everyday

2009-01-18T00:55:00.000+08:00

ytd nv slp well again!
today went work as normal!
met a custmo fucking idot nbcB!
i waas totely very busy do my thing still hav to throw de litter!
keep kb! cant u waie for A MIN!!
wad waste ur time fucker!
is u waste my time lar! u knnbcb!! u idot old man! watch ur step!!
dere was no one helping mi oso! idot! working place SUCK!
everyone juz caring for themself! not even a helping!
FUCKING TIRED!!!!! AHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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HEARD A GOOD NEWS FROM DARLINZ TODAY~ 17JAN2009~
OFFICIALLY CHEN QI AN(SEBAS) and CHEN PENGXIN(XIAOXIN) GET TOGETHER!!!
lets gratz them!! WOOT~~~~~~ open champage and celebrate!!!!!
lets spead to everyone in de world!! hahax

CHEN SEBAS: MUZ TAKE GOOD CARE OF MY DARLINZ!!
IF NOT U GOIN TO GET KILLED BY ALOT OF PPL!!!
i still gt alot of thing need to say! tok to u when meet up!hehex!!
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emo~~~~
he still in dere is ready 12day!
asking myself everyday wad shld i do!
shld i wait for him? will i get my answer tat i wan?
EMOING NOW~~~~~~

2009-01-15T23:44:00.000+08:00

wake up early in de morning 11plus!
went over to darlinz home to wake her up!
open de door for mi face look like haven wake up!
darlinz eyes juz like de GOLDEN FISH!!!!
i fly over to her bed!! full of my smell!!=)
after tat was spammed call Sebas to meet up us!!
while goin over to pmal meet up darlinz cousin(sihui) too!!
went over to mac hav lunch tat ICE-Cream!
head back to darlinz blk to dye my hair!
and darlinz cut her new MUSHROOM HEAD!!!! hahas
head back to darlinz home to Slack!
waiting for another darling(hua)to came! went down again!
both darlingZ cut de same hair tat is MUSHROOM HEAD!!!
head back Home again!~~~~~~~~~~

trying to act study!!

lao uncle!!!

smile!!!

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tis 10day!

shld i or shld nt?

missing when i loney, miss u when i feel like crying!

wad shld i do?

2009-01-15T00:40:00.000+08:00

wake up early gt my thing done and went over to darlinz home,
after walking wif darlinz to JP, waiting for her cousin (wenci),
and head to hav lunch!!hav swensense!!!
Woot!! Thx alot to wenci
pic will be post up later!! after tat went around to SHOPPING!!
darlinz buy alot of thing at Jp for her CNY!!!
after tat darling(hua) meet up for dinner!
at MOS!!! oso a free meal from wenci.. thx alot!!!
while walking out of jp saw a RING shop!! head dere to see RING!!
OUR FIRST FRENZSHIP RING!!
saw CYNTHIA so qiao nah! hahas
after head to send both darlinz (xin) and darling (hua) home first!
after head home
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PIC TIME!!!!!!!

soup of today! cream and chicken

darlinz food!!

MY FOOD!!!

OUR ICE-CREAM!!

Our drink!! same colour and diffence taste

my soft drink is better den darlinz black coffce!!

wahahahs!!!!

my food TAT LEFT!!!

darlinz LOVES

PIKA!!

darlinz and MI~~~

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having a great time wif them!! muz rmr today!! hahas

both darlingz isnt gd mood cuz alot of thing happening~~

to both darlingZ

even Lingz isnt dere for u all

my heart will be dere,

my ears is dere to listen!!

shlder is dere for u all to lie on to cryz!!

rmr everything will be fine!! smile =)
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9 DAY IS DOWN!!!

him is stil dere!! haix dunnoe hw to say about!

hav a loney time alone to think about it~

i really miss u!!!

wad shld i do!!! T.T

MOODLESS!!!~~~~

2009-01-13T23:22:00.000+08:00

today wake up in de morning of 7plus+ cuz i cant slp well ytd nite
round 6am plus in de morning, about 1 hrs plus wake up!
cuz i have a broken tooth ytd nite!!! ahhh!!
wake up to call polyclinc! told mi tat have to wait until 20jan for my turn!!
went to on9 until 11amplus meet ah girl take something den move on to Jp to ask about my teeth! most of de clince is full of booking!!
left Vista Dental Suagery booking for 12.30pm in de afternoon!!
went home to slack and went back to de clinc! waiting for my turn around half hrs!
de dentals say tat my tooth cant fix back anymore! have to remove it and put in
CROWN and BRIDGES for mi COST MI $500!!!!!!!
but i dun hav de money so cant do it!
went home wif moodless!!
have to lent from my daddy first hope he will lent it to mi!!
cant get my laptop now think few mths later ba! improtant thing is to due wif my teeth cuz isnt nice gt half of de teeth is still dere!! Shit man!! hate of this!!
PRAY TAT DADDY WILL LENT IT TO MI FIRST!!!!
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tis 8day down!!
he still inside dere!
cant say out how i feeling now!
but i hav miss him!!
Take care inside!! jia you!!

2009-01-12T00:17:00.000+08:00

woke up in de morning 9am+ by Sebas thank to u nah!!! hmm kk!
after tat wake up to work! nv slp well ytd nite!
working stil okie BUT getting alot of STEALER!!!
today learn a new skill of peel (kappa) quite fun!! hahas
after tat end work and get to buy somthing den get home!!
buy chocolate for DARLINZ!!!! hope she will like it!!

this what darlingz like!!
1st white
2rd puple
3rd pink
fav snack : chocolate
fav soft toy: eeyoro
fav hobby: Slping = PIG
Fav guy : Sebas - bleah
hahaX!!!!!
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today feeling better den ytd but still gt miss him!
like wad tot of he walk out of his workplace!
walk in at de MRT station! T_T
its 6 day down!!

totaly moodless

2009-01-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

Alot of thing happen today!
working really make mi feel TIRED, FUCK UP WORKING
i really tired now!! hate it! hate tis world!!
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i dunnoe why everytime we muz end up wif fight! juz a small thing isnt?
why cant u listen to wad i trying to tell u why!!!
i really dunnoe wad i shld do for it!!
if my fault i am sorry, cant we juz like de past! stop all this thing can we?
i really very tired of it! i dunnoe will i take it, thing change
alot of misunderstanding!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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heard tat Him is not coming out soon
aleast need 1mths plus!
shag suddenly heard tat!
feel tat tok to him , see him!
haix!!!!!!!!

MOODLESS!!!!!

2009-01-10T01:35:00.000+08:00

Wake up and work den end work back home~~~~~~
Thing happen alot !!!!!!!!!!
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fucker faning my darlinz again!!!!!!!!!
u nbcb stop faning my darlinz , wan noe anything call her to ask to ask her frenz
u kns!!!!!!! u not ever a frenz of her how dare u ask so much of qus about it! is not ur busniss anymore and she gt NEW BOYSFRENZ LE!!
u are de EX- kns!!!
stop all ur childish thing before she hate u in bone!!!
fucker!!!
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Ah girl mood isnt gd today cuz gt alot of problem in work for her!
so jia you ba!! cheer up girl!!

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DARLING!! isnt fine too!! mood swing oso yah!
noe u gt alot of problem oso, hahas
cheer up darlinz ever i cant do anything much for u!!! smile rmr!! hahas
thx for making mi happy when i emo tis wad she do
seee tis PIC

wad is tis FACE!!! tat funny

petty lady!!
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Mi?? still de same!!
face de real world i getting tired and tired!! no matter wad i still hav to walk on my road!
i still miss him! maybe time will flush all de miss away!! hope u are well inside! tis de forth day!
jia you ba!! time pass day by days!! i FINE!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

2009-01-09T00:02:00.000+08:00

THANK DARLINZ FOR MAKING MY BLOG SKIN NEW AGAIN!!

wake up late today cuz slping ytd nite at 6am++!!
went over to darlinz home~~~
on9 .chit chat, playing wif darlinz. TAKE FOTO!!

see our legz!!!

its her news phone!!

nice colour on ur legz
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after cool down of mood!
mood is down better den ytd~ hahax
maybe as wad darlinz say following wad ur heart tell u
follow wad ur feeling is now!
sometime in de real world i wont say out how i feel!
maybe here i will
girl asking mii, will i miss him
yes i will miss him...
dunnoe he doin wad now?
slping le ma? eat full enough!!
i dunnoe is this call love ma?
tis de third day he is in dere!! hope is will come out faster ba!
thx darlinz and ah girl!! =)
i will be fine!!

2009-01-07T23:42:00.000+08:00

Emo~~
Wake up went to pay internet bill after tat went up to Darlinz (xin) home bring ICE CREAM for her!! hope she like it. after tat went pm wif her family to eat and shop shop den went back to her hm to use com! seeing alot of pic in de past! after tat went home alone!!

Day after day!!

its already 2 dayz tat he gone! dunnoe hw to say out de feeling inside, hw long will he be inside?
asking myself tat everyday. shld i or shld not? waiting for answer ba! feeling bit tried after all, thinking every min when i free of him! hope he came out faster and soon...
kind of missing him!!

Happy New Year!!

2009-01-02T00:05:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year to everyone in this world!! ytd was staying over at xiaoxin home
having fun over dere. really enjoy!!

its a new year!

2009-01-01T16:56:00.000+08:00

ytd was 2008 but today is already 2009. alot of thing happen in tis few day juz because of some misunderstanding make thing getting worst,
first hav to say sry to xiaoxin for making her so tired and worry for mi,
second sry to ahhua for my misunderstand making u angry of mi
hope thing pass faster tat we can be back in de past again

ah girl!
i noe tat u are still angry of it feel tat u still very du lan on it, sry for all tis thing
all are juz my fault of making thing happening like this way

xiaoxin!
i noe u helping mi alot, thx alot sry for making u so stress and unhappy

SORRY to BOTH OF US!!!!!

Happy Birthday xiaoxin

2008-12-27T00:42:00.000+08:00

Firstly thx xiaoxin for making mi tis blog after de last blog end, tis a new starting of one,
lot of thing happen in tis yrs, after so many thing we are back again is a really great,
was long ago tat we dont get together, tis 2 day was a memoris for mi
chirsmas day celebration over at xiaoxin having fun over dere in de afternoon,
nite time girl movie time and chating time over in her room, making mess in dere, foto taking too!!
tat a long time i tat we really toking out from heart, seeing tis girl facing so many thing tat happen to her. really hope is de end os bad luck and de gd luck came from tis minutes!

hmm... girl ar girl!! happy birthday to u again. hope tat is not late. really hav a great time after so long u shld noe tat my english is not gd, dunnoe how to tpying some time, i dunnoe how to tell u by facing u so i write out on here!! i noe tat u still guilt on those thing tat happen in 8dec , i shld say ling nv put those thing in my heart of wad happen tat in de past. ling wont mind all this thing, juz wan u to be happy in everyday. wont so NO to u wont throw u away!! dun wish to see u wearing a mask in ur life from de past, knowing tat u still cant face it, take time slowly, dun worry for de coming. smile everyday in ur futher.. rmr tis no matter wad happen ling wont throw u alone in de road ever is 10 yrs down. ling will be there anytime!! true frenz wont mind all tis thing all right!! hahas. so dun worry so much ya. SITLL GT MI AND HUA OSO NOT FORGET UR FAMILY!!!!=)

now is Pic time!!!!!!!!

litte flower!!

we"s

Bite!!

cant see!!

tok no evil, see no evil, hear no evil!!

petty lady and de mummy

busying SMS!! GT CAUGHT!!
hahas..
thx alot girl=)
rmr to SMILE EVERYDAY!!!