thx darling, jia wei and Buddy for ytd nite,
even is nt an answer i wan but its true tat came out,
i noe everything is too late to say,
when thing passby u and u nv caught it,
it will nv come back, i noe all de true and words tat u say
i belive in it, i try to understand u maybe i nv show out
isnt mean i dun,
thx for being at my side for de past few mths,
thx for ur caring, understanding, listen wadever i say,
and ur sorry tat u keep saying always everytime tat u met mi
sometime i wonder is all ur words reallt true from ur heart?
or juz in ur mind? when u left den i relise tat i drop in de hole,
i keep climbing out is wad i told myself, dun drop in anymore
but its only go more deep
iasking myself, why am i always so stupid
why?
why u isnt here when i need u nw,
life is full all fool
heart getting ill, when i need u u wasnt here for mi anymore
cuz i nv zhen xi ni
and this wad i get, wo zhen de hao hou hui
why i nv caught u when u are here for mi,
i noe ppl will say, stop it and way on ur life,dun think about it
dun say out isnt better?
my life is full of regert
wo zhen de hao ben hao ben du bu qi

wo hao fan ar,
keep asking why am i making myself so fan,
thing isnt urs no point holding on,
why cant i juz understand this, why i so stupid,
life is full of thing tat i wan and need,
wad want? wad need? wad de diff?
why cant i get wad i wan, why is de fate playin with mi this ways,
is hell man, cant i gif forget everything, wash my brain and clear everything
i dun wan to rmr everything nw
HELL BRING MI AWAY!!

went working early in de morning 9am

darm tired de day,
today serene LIOW bake CAKE for us to eat,
thx buddy de taste is petty nice,
but no ppl belive tat u bake man!! hehex
I BELIVE K!!! hehex
end wk at 5,
head back hm!!

this de cake tat SERENE LIOW BAKE


life is full of unwanted thing, hate it man,
why cant i get wad i wan? do i had a chance?

wasnt in de mood whole day,
due to something tat nt improtant in my life,
meet up darling and shimun(mei) after sch,
head to jp, walk walk cuz mei wan to buy "somthing"
walk from de head to end, end to head again!!
finaly she found her "thing"
head to my home for dinner,
chit chat like omg forget de time hor,
12plus end darling home and head home
Thx to DARLING, SHIMUN(MEI), XIAO GOU(JW)
for making mi nt to emo for de nt improtant person N thing
i will nt goin to care, as mei say WAD FOR?
DELETE DE PERSON!! hahas thx alot LOVE U GUYZ!!

juz dun care this post,
i juz angry,
wad the hell is this,
dun hab to tell mi tat u are in relationship
wad for? tot u say is from ur heart, TOT TAT U WILL PROVE UR WORDS TO MI,
den wad this? hell of lies OF SHIT,
guy all are idot, FUCKER CB
pls fuck off and get lost, i dun wan all de lies from u GUY
IDOT FUCKER BCB KNS MD AHHHHHHHHHH
GUYZ ALL ARE SUCKER AND LIER!!!!!!!

Life is full of words tat cant say out!
life is full of dreaming all de while isnt wad i wan
is wad i cant control!!
wake up late today miss my lesson,
head to driving centre today for my BTT
but wad i can say is i FAILL AGAIN
hell man!! sianed and emo
met up darling at JE to bugis tower
to but something tat need it for class
head back darling home slack
went to met xin and jw for drinking
but xin get drunk like omg!!
pls take care of urself, dun fall on de floor again,
after tat send darlink hm and head hm at 12plus
wad i funny drinking lesson! thx buddy, meet up again ba
but dun get drunk liao!

wake up in de afternoon,
head to sch at 1plus
lesson was kindly of boring and tired
but learn new thing,
around 4pm darling came to my sch to met up mi!!
after tat went to casueways point with jia wei & co.
had dinner over dere head back hm at 9 plus
after tat get ready to go out again,
take cab down amk hub
was having conflict darling
reach dere around 11 plus
meet up wif niwa de frenz think gt 6 person
head to de K-box over dere!
was darm high in dere! cuz everyone drinking
everyone tot tat i drinking too much
but i will very clear wad i doin k!!
ever tat i smoke i oso rmr k, so no worry for tat!!
Let's go next time again!!
went back to darlin home to ton at 3 ba!
chit chat until she slp!!
was more relax after saying thing out,
ever tat i wont get wad i wan
aleast u are dere to listen
think this was de first time ba
after tat chat
finaly get a gd dream , was long tat i nv slp well and had a gd dream
ever i noe tat de dream wont turn to de real life
but aleast i still can dream in my worlds
in de real worlds thing isnt wad u wan,
ever hw much u need it
nt urs isnt urs
i hate de life i in nw,
fucking dulan k
True is i dun like, false is tat i had to take de true

when to sch today in de afternoon,
finaly is a startin of sch,
slack in class,
copy note! listen song
this wad i do in class,
ended sch at 4
head to jp to meet up darling for dinner
walk walk shop shop,
saw qiaobao chat until shi mun reached
den head down to KFC for dinner
chit chat alot, was time tat nv meet up hor,
like gt alot of crap to tok about right.hehex
head to face shop to buy all de face care thing,
spent about $70 plus,
omg i broke in de starting of de mths!!!
head home after tat, meet up soon again k!!

wake up in afternoon, slacking until 5+
head down TB to met up darling, but she is slow
working until 7pm
went up to MORE THAN WORDs to buy present for bisi!!
head to had dinner den went back to jp
to shop shop until went in NTUC
buy drink and etc.
head home!!!!

hope tat thing goin smooth,
i cant do anything to change de past tat happen,
hell man!!

head to work early in de morning,
was darm tired de whole day,
due to nt feeling well,
after tat went down to eunos around 5
to wait for darling to end work,
went for a hair cut over dere,
was petty like it alot, juz cost 10bucks!!!
after tat head to amk for dinner wif some C.o
get a free dinner!! thx alot
head home by mrt, reached hm at 12am sharp!!
hehex!!!!

wonder if u are gone wad shld i do?
scared tat bad thing goin to happen
i dunnoe wad shld i do nw!!