was long tat i nv update,
alot of thing happen all this while,
all de bad stuff came along,
cant expect,
get well soon!!
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i will be dere for u when u need mi,
sorry about today stuff
was really too much on myself
sorry =)

was a long time tat i nv update!,

was lazy and tired,

all this while was working, movie and not forget

JB trip!!

tat was fun over at JB with buddy and darling

even is juz a short while in dere,

rmr de next coming soon right!!

wish tat can be more faster

and this time muz stay longer

hai ma?

hmm

movie this few wk gt

- Aliens in the Attic rate 8.5/10

- Where gt ghost 8/10

-Haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami 5/10

let pic does de toking~

i juz brought this ipod!

cute right? i use $2 to caught it for darling

yeh this wad buddy hate this little!!

cuz she cant by spent $8 =)

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i feel so tired,

i start to get angry easily

wth am i wrong with

stop it can i?

ytd wake up morning to meet darling first,
after tat head to meet buddy at harbour front,
went to had breadfast at mac,
head to vivo to take sentosa express train in,
dropped off at de beach station but was RAINING,
wad a heavy rain, but we still went to de beach over dere
hahas, played volley ball and swimming in de rain =D
after tat went to koptiam to eat lunch
de food dere wasnt gd yeh exp!!
after tat head to jp to meet up mingming!!
cuz darling wan to buy a ipod touch!!
i oso wan!!! saving money for tat soon,
after tat head to MOS to had dinner
buddy went off after tat we went to slack to chit chat
but mingming looked emo!!!!
aftertat he went off, i head to darling home
helping her to do de ipod yeh cant solve it,
den toned over at darling home
headed home in de moring 7plus!!
lets pic do de toking!!!

PS: NO MORE EMO FOR NG MINGMING!!!

thx for ur helping, hahas =P

ytd was a great fun!!
meet up with darling at 4pm,
head down to orchard to meet up diming n shihao
yet we cant find de lucky pizza but its juz infront of us=_=''
hahas, head to pool to find them,
after tat went to had dinner, its quite exp
but no chosen cuz orchard stuff are exp,hahas
sean came to find us and head to pool again,
after pool left us 4 sean left early,
we head to chill and chit chat until de last train
we rush for de last but no more only until kanji mrt
cabbed home at 1am~~
meet up for de next time chill chit chat,
alot of stuff to tok about, hehex!!

morning wake up head to daddy shop
helping all de ways was busy with stuff!!
tired!! homed at 1am!! TIRED!!!

this two day was busy out with frenz, work

tired is wad i can say, hahas

ytd ended work at 5.30 meet up with buddy first!

chit chat until 7, she head to meet up caden first

i waited for darling to end work at 8pm

head down to bugis to met up with buddy N caden

to had steamboat tgt!!

wow first time steamboat tgt,

will had it more often.hahas

walk walk until last train back hm

at 12pplus!!slp at 3am!!

today wake up at 9plus head to daddy shop for helping,

darm tried, working over dere!!!

afternoon head to geylang pray first

after tat head back, hahas

working until forget to eat

daddy cooked special for mi and himself

hahas, was a long tat u cooked special

head home before 12am sharp!!

thx daddy for de late dinner!!!

lets pic do de tok!!!

mingming with bags!!look like bag seller's!

korkor look so retarted

de pearl tat stuck tat darling drank half way!

de special tat daddt cooked!!=)

this few day everyone came with problem!!
i cant do anything for them,
i cant help them,
i cant stop think of u,
i cant think of anything to stop myself
im silly
im stupid
scold mi as u wan
everyone mood look wasnt gd
i dunnoe wad can i do
i am a emo kia
ahhh!!

ps buddy:
i cant help u much, i can only listen to wad u wan to say
no matter wad happen in de end,
i will support u, cuz buddy jiu shi buddy
anything give mi a call or sms will be dere!!
^^ smile with no worry~~~

was making myself busy this few day!!

let's tok about this few day, cant rmr everyday stuff

so juz something tat i rmr, hahas

8aug

wasnt working, wake up in de afternoon

head to met up shi mun for pei her to study in jp starbuck,

but i wasnt study but mapling, hahaas

after tat dinner with family and shi mun

head down to city hall to met up buddy first

after tat was darling reach after tat was caden

a new frenz of us!!! welcome and nice to meet u!!!

after tat we went to buy Newurbanmale stuff

cuz BUY any 2 item for 50%,

i spend for $55 for this 2 item

after head to tiong to met up samuel kor kor

for movie "overheard" rate 7/10

about 1plus head down to chinatown

to had supper headed home at 2plus

9aug

all times at homed so boring~~~

10aug

HAPPY Birthday TAN JIA WEI~~

older liao!!! hahas

met up darling to bugis to buy present for de

birthday boiboi,

head to met up buddy at tampis with caden

dinner over dere and head hm before 12am

GET WELL SOON BUDDY!!!!

11aug

started of sch but pon

cuz alot of ppl nv go and head down to

bukit timah SHOPPING CENTRE

NT PLAZA,

wrong place tat i went to!!

reached dere with JW, sean, D.L, S.H, dick, boiboi, andy, tai and b.b

alot of ppl but half of them head homed

left mi , jw, andy, boiboi, dick

for mac lunch and head down to bpp

slacking until evening time

head home!!!

everything is over when u told mi tat,
i feel so emo all along,
cant even be frenz is wad u told mi
i dunnoe why cant even be frenz,
i tot we still can even juz a frenz
but de answer is only a No
i lost u without knowing
until u left den i relise
but is too late for everything ,
i will put down everything,
this is wad i can do for u and myself,
stay like Stranger is wad we can only
hw silly i am,
hw stupid do i?
can anyone tok to mi, can anyone listen
i gt alot of words to say but i cant say anythin out
why nt even my frenz noe wad am i thinking
hw i angry hw i dun wish, but u dun understand
tot u will, i will walk through everythin myself from nw onwards

limit is 1mths times as wad darling say
gif myself 1mths time to let go everything,
i will try doin all my best
i was wonder today while i walking hm,
walk pass de bus stop tat u send mi back
wonder will u waiting dere for mi?
walking pass my building, thinking are u dere?
looking at my phone,
seeing wheredere will u send a msg or call here
i look so stupid doin all those,
look so silly for this,
u keep came to my mind, u face flushin in my mind,
am i stupid for doin this?

thx darling, jia wei and Buddy for ytd nite,
even is nt an answer i wan but its true tat came out,
i noe everything is too late to say,
when thing passby u and u nv caught it,
it will nv come back, i noe all de true and words tat u say
i belive in it, i try to understand u maybe i nv show out
isnt mean i dun,
thx for being at my side for de past few mths,
thx for ur caring, understanding, listen wadever i say,
and ur sorry tat u keep saying always everytime tat u met mi
sometime i wonder is all ur words reallt true from ur heart?
or juz in ur mind? when u left den i relise tat i drop in de hole,
i keep climbing out is wad i told myself, dun drop in anymore
but its only go more deep
iasking myself, why am i always so stupid
why?
why u isnt here when i need u nw,
life is full all fool
heart getting ill, when i need u u wasnt here for mi anymore
cuz i nv zhen xi ni
and this wad i get, wo zhen de hao hou hui
why i nv caught u when u are here for mi,
i noe ppl will say, stop it and way on ur life,dun think about it
dun say out isnt better?
my life is full of regert
wo zhen de hao ben hao ben du bu qi

wo hao fan ar,
keep asking why am i making myself so fan,
thing isnt urs no point holding on,
why cant i juz understand this, why i so stupid,
life is full of thing tat i wan and need,
wad want? wad need? wad de diff?
why cant i get wad i wan, why is de fate playin with mi this ways,
is hell man, cant i gif forget everything, wash my brain and clear everything
i dun wan to rmr everything nw
HELL BRING MI AWAY!!

went working early in de morning 9am

darm tired de day,
today serene LIOW bake CAKE for us to eat,
thx buddy de taste is petty nice,
but no ppl belive tat u bake man!! hehex
I BELIVE K!!! hehex
end wk at 5,
head back hm!!

this de cake tat SERENE LIOW BAKE


life is full of unwanted thing, hate it man,
why cant i get wad i wan? do i had a chance?

wasnt in de mood whole day,
due to something tat nt improtant in my life,
meet up darling and shimun(mei) after sch,
head to jp, walk walk cuz mei wan to buy "somthing"
walk from de head to end, end to head again!!
finaly she found her "thing"
head to my home for dinner,
chit chat like omg forget de time hor,
12plus end darling home and head home
Thx to DARLING, SHIMUN(MEI), XIAO GOU(JW)
for making mi nt to emo for de nt improtant person N thing
i will nt goin to care, as mei say WAD FOR?
DELETE DE PERSON!! hahas thx alot LOVE U GUYZ!!

juz dun care this post,
i juz angry,
wad the hell is this,
dun hab to tell mi tat u are in relationship
wad for? tot u say is from ur heart, TOT TAT U WILL PROVE UR WORDS TO MI,
den wad this? hell of lies OF SHIT,
guy all are idot, FUCKER CB
pls fuck off and get lost, i dun wan all de lies from u GUY
IDOT FUCKER BCB KNS MD AHHHHHHHHHH
GUYZ ALL ARE SUCKER AND LIER!!!!!!!

Life is full of words tat cant say out!
life is full of dreaming all de while isnt wad i wan
is wad i cant control!!
wake up late today miss my lesson,
head to driving centre today for my BTT
but wad i can say is i FAILL AGAIN
hell man!! sianed and emo
met up darling at JE to bugis tower
to but something tat need it for class
head back darling home slack
went to met xin and jw for drinking
but xin get drunk like omg!!
pls take care of urself, dun fall on de floor again,
after tat send darlink hm and head hm at 12plus
wad i funny drinking lesson! thx buddy, meet up again ba
but dun get drunk liao!

wake up in de afternoon,
head to sch at 1plus
lesson was kindly of boring and tired
but learn new thing,
around 4pm darling came to my sch to met up mi!!
after tat went to casueways point with jia wei & co.
had dinner over dere head back hm at 9 plus
after tat get ready to go out again,
take cab down amk hub
was having conflict darling
reach dere around 11 plus
meet up wif niwa de frenz think gt 6 person
head to de K-box over dere!
was darm high in dere! cuz everyone drinking
everyone tot tat i drinking too much
but i will very clear wad i doin k!!
ever tat i smoke i oso rmr k, so no worry for tat!!
Let's go next time again!!
went back to darlin home to ton at 3 ba!
chit chat until she slp!!
was more relax after saying thing out,
ever tat i wont get wad i wan
aleast u are dere to listen
think this was de first time ba
after tat chat
finaly get a gd dream , was long tat i nv slp well and had a gd dream
ever i noe tat de dream wont turn to de real life
but aleast i still can dream in my worlds
in de real worlds thing isnt wad u wan,
ever hw much u need it
nt urs isnt urs
i hate de life i in nw,
fucking dulan k
True is i dun like, false is tat i had to take de true

when to sch today in de afternoon,
finaly is a startin of sch,
slack in class,
copy note! listen song
this wad i do in class,
ended sch at 4
head to jp to meet up darling for dinner
walk walk shop shop,
saw qiaobao chat until shi mun reached
den head down to KFC for dinner
chit chat alot, was time tat nv meet up hor,
like gt alot of crap to tok about right.hehex
head to face shop to buy all de face care thing,
spent about $70 plus,
omg i broke in de starting of de mths!!!
head home after tat, meet up soon again k!!

wake up in afternoon, slacking until 5+
head down TB to met up darling, but she is slow
working until 7pm
went up to MORE THAN WORDs to buy present for bisi!!
head to had dinner den went back to jp
to shop shop until went in NTUC
buy drink and etc.
head home!!!!

hope tat thing goin smooth,
i cant do anything to change de past tat happen,
hell man!!

head to work early in de morning,
was darm tired de whole day,
due to nt feeling well,
after tat went down to eunos around 5
to wait for darling to end work,
went for a hair cut over dere,
was petty like it alot, juz cost 10bucks!!!
after tat head to amk for dinner wif some C.o
get a free dinner!! thx alot
head home by mrt, reached hm at 12am sharp!!
hehex!!!!

wonder if u are gone wad shld i do?
scared tat bad thing goin to happen
i dunnoe wad shld i do nw!!

feeling angry out of sudden,
no matter hw much i told myself stop it,
juz i cant contorl myself nw,
i juz so angry of myself, why i let thin happen
maybe i afraid tat u will gone 1 day,
all this while was like hell for mi,
i juz hope tat he fuck off from u, ur worldzz, ur life
nt even a msg or call,
im juz too much for tat, sorry

i juz love this two little!!

today wake up in de afternoon,
head to jp for a cake tat father day!
den head down to daddy shop for celebration for father day
den cab to tiong to fetch darlin and head back to jurong west 91
for KTV about 3hrs, we look crazy when in dere
head home wif bro.

PS darling: dun emo k, everything will be fine soon!!
SM: ALL DE BEst FOR U AND YS, hope to meet up soon get well soon!!

tired for thing around mi,
i was wonder who shld i listen to
belive in? wad i really wan?
wad i hope to had?
belive? false? true? lie?
no one know!

wake up at 7.20 today was Late for my exam at 8.15.
faster do my thing and rush out to take cab to sch!
reach sch at 8.15 step in class will just nice goin to start
de test! tot tat i dunnoe hw to do, but aleast i done
and PASS MY TEST!! hehex
after while jia wei & co came,
wait for their test to end den head back hm to
prepare to met darling(hua)
meet her up at 2pm++ head to bugis
to had shopping around bought alot of thing
head to MQ to meet up jia wei & his frenz's
slack and had dinner head back hm!!

darling:
sry for wad i had done to u, no matter wad happen
u are always be de gd buddy in my heart!!
always de gd sister in life!! =)

cy thx for wad u had done to mi today! thx alot hope tat dun scared u along!

ytd wake up late and nv went to sch!!
went to prepare to met darlink,
head to redhill to met de devill darlink!! petty lady wor!!hehex
after tat train to cineleisure to had our lunch at LJS.
walking around for shoppping over dere and brought my new slipper!!
as darlink looking out for her polo'T,
we are lookin out for chao mian N chao fan!!hehex
head to takashimaya to look for polo'T but find nth
back to cineleisure to had dinner at xin wang!!
i order a Mango Ice for drink and a Chicken Congee
while darlink had a Peach Ice Blend and Pork Chop Soup beeHoon
food over dere is qutie nice cost us
@$30.10 wif GST and Sevice Charge!
head to shopping after finish of our food
brought a new earing tat cost $10 per
buy 1 for darling(hua) head to tiong to pass to her
head back to darlink's blk
to slack awhile head home before 10pm, hehex
shi mun came at 12pm!! chit chat until 1.30am and head home
tat all for ytd!!hehex some pic to do de rest of de toking!!

went work early in de monring,
reached dere and without de key to opening,-_-"
thinking of ways to open it,after tat ah weng use a spoon to open it
wad a new way of open it,hahas
end work meet up 2 darlink's to jpb for dinner,
head to walk walk, somthing happen shld nt say here,
only im sorry for wad i say, i shld nt joke anymore for tat!!!
pls forgive mi T.T
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scared of droping in de circle again

schlin this few day, tired
went work today, boss paid for our ramen today
thx boss.. hahas


my dinner today

p.x: everything is still okie, wad about u?hope u do,
o ya darren having a birthday bbq on 13june askin u over at 6pm at jurong safra,
he ask to mi to inform u about it, hope tat u can make it tat day!!

today went to cck wif mummy do something,

den head to daddy shop to pass him somthing~_~

after tat head to tiong to pick darling(hua) back to my home

den went to pm for dinner in mac, cant get de free glass!! T.T

den went to 900+ to buy my lens having fun in de lens shop

enjoy den changing lens over dere, and head home nite

my new lens cost mi $50

was scolded for update!!!
day was having sch,
met up darlink(nana) and shimun,
having dinner ytd with them, chat chit under 10pm
send darlink home and head home 11pm
today meet darlink after sch!!
ask her nt to meet still wan,
sick muz take care urself noe anot!!
dun let mi worry for u,
no matter wad ur decision, i only gt 1 times to tell u
ling will stand by ur side no matter wad k!!!
aleast u noe u are happy, jia you!!!
get well soon okie~~ muackzz

went work early in de morning,

end work around 5 head to enous to do something,

meet up darling (hua) N darlink(nana),

after tat head back to jurong to slack under darlink blk,

chit chat till 11pm,

was tired nw,hahas think u girl too right!! hahas

strong girl!! jia you man, lets be strong together!!!

some pic fot de day tat we went for joggin!!

she steal fairprice trolly=) hahas

this few day busying with thing!!
went joggin wif nana,pris and shi mun on 12 may,
we was like crazy run from around nana blk to lakeside
run for 7.8km for around 1hrs, after tat sit for girl tok for a long time!!
back home at around 11+ ba,hahas
another day went joggin again wif nana and pris,
shi mun nt free tat day cuz alot of hwk for her to do!!
busy girl oso!!, round for a short wan think 2.6km,
cuz pris need to head home at half hrs!!
after tat went 651 for dinner,
head back to nana blk to slack and chit chat,
miss u girlz wor, quite long nv meet up lei ba!
meet up again soon,hahas
juz gt my laptop lei,
same as darling Compaq presario Cq40
thx daddy for buying mi this laptop!!
update again, headin to my bed cuz workin later on 9am at enous,
left 5hrs to slp liao, hahas

head to sch early in de morning,
was kind of tired this few day,
sch alot of new thing to learn on,
cant get to understand need to ask around classmate
was very mai fan them, thx alot!!
back home to met up Cyn in my home for something,
thx Cynthia alot!! =)
head to jp wif nana and cynthia for dinner in Ljs
went running wif nana, pris join in after de first round
quite long about 2hrs
think gt more den 6km or 7 ba, rest along de way
i cant caught up wif nana!! omg u are darm great in tat,
meet up next time for Gym hor,
and nt to forget Our Clubbing time on ur birthday
lets make it a big wan for u k,hehex
meet up again for shopping next time!!
homed to met shi mun, chit chat all de way
i lost something important to mi today while running, shag!!
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To sm,
follow ur heart told u,
stress cant solve everything cuz problem is dere for u to face,
i noe u can make it, Jie is here for u,hohox
call mi anythin for meet up!! jia you =)
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maybe we shld start to think about wad happenning around us
alot of misunderstand around, wad i can say i nv stop before u gt...
i had changed alot while thing happen isnt!!
something while u are in a angry mood why nt think for,
why is this happen, saying hurting words isnt gd to ppl

1wks+ since i update my blog!
this 2wk was kindly busy of sch, alot of new thing tat i need to learn about,
even tat i dun wish to learn for, but i noe i had to! i muz pass my exam and everything
schooling isnt gd in listening cuz i really stupid in english, juz normal english i cant understand about, even tat i had to learn A maths nw, is darm sick of it, ever 2 yrs tat i dun listen and learn it, nw is A maths, oh man is like hell in study nw!! stress by maths nw! all over my mind is maths! schmate is petty gd! noe quite afew nw, they are friendly and joking around in sch,
was waiting for my BTT nw, a long way to go for this, pass as soon as i can
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meeting Shimun and darling this few wk, all around we can go,
try to make myself feel better and smile again,
i think is shld be a long time for mi to find back my smile,
this two lady is busy around their thing, cant find them often,
like hao mai fan they all, hope dun gif u galz any problem =)
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family i can only say i really tired of facing it nw,
if u cant think of this family i rather u dun come back,
since ever thing happen, thing really change till hell for us,
wad we can do, we already done for u
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tired of everything nw,
when thing start to happen, there is no way u can turn back,
however i noe u living happily in ur world tat wifout mi, tat enuff
dun ask for much thing cuz i dunnoe why is this happen around us
enjoy ur happy life before it gone, dun let urself feel any regratz in life...

All present had sended out to their owner,
left with mi 1 of de present!
present tat i wan to buy de first and de last wan tat still in my hand
shld i send out this present to de owner,
forgetting isnt great,

this few day was busy cuz juz came back from trip,
and started of sch! sch is petty okie
making new frenz wif them,
ever only gt 1 girl in de class other den mi!
she is petty gd, younger den mi!! hahas!
trying to make new frenz wif de guy nw!
starting lesson soon tml! hope i can caught up for tat!!
im stress for study nw! shag!!

Present i buy from genting cost $400RM++

juz came back from malaysia,went to two place in malaysia,
went genting at 8april back at sg 10april
11april went malaysia for trip for 2day 1nite
overall petty gd!genting is enjoy all along!
cuz gt a crazy darling pei mi all along!!
thx darling!! love u alot!!! hehex!maybe is my last trip oversea!
hope is not! cuz i haven enjoy finish yeh!
i dun wan to end so early for life!
lets tok about de trip in genting im was petty enjoy over dere!
cuz i noe tat in this trip go wif no worry for everything is de best!!!
lets had a short saying about de trip!!
First day!
wake up at 6am, prepare for meeting darling at boon lay!
head up to bus at 7am, all along de bus is 5 N a half hrs!!
reached hotel waiting for check in over dere!!for 1 hrs!!
went to my room putting down everything,went out wif darling for our shopping!
but nth caught our eyes!! sianed!!t
ot of clubbing in de nite but darling cant get in!hope so next yrs k?
lets go together aleast 1 times!!
after tat head back to hotel to watch tv, etc!! mightnite went for supper!!
head back to hotel to rest!!
second day!!
wake up in de afternoon, change a BIGGER ROOM,
head to de theme park over dere!
but is raining close down for awhile!so we went shopping again!!
nw alot of thing caught over eyes!i spend 400++ rm for my shopping and present!!
omg tat alot! SG$200++after tat head to theme park finally!!
had alot of fun and games over dere!! darm enjoy dere! hope darling too!!
ended of theme park went shopping again!!
spend money as i can!! eating and head to hotel to pack my thing,nite went for supper again!!back to hotel chit chat, watch tv, etc
day 3!!
went for lunch in KFC!!
getting ready back to sg!!is a fast trip, if gt another trip muz make it a longer wan!!
reached sg at 10pm++ reached home at 11,unpack and pack thing for tml to malaysia!!
wake up at 5am this time!!head to take bus and went in to malaysia!!had alot of sea food!!
enjoy over dere!but most of de time is slping in de resort over dere!
de food over dere is more cheaper den genting!!
nite having BBQ, CRAB and alot of FOOD!! went back to rest!
was really tired lei!!day2!wake up at 10am for breakfast,
afternoon went shopping but nth to buy!shag!!evening back to SG!!
really enjoy this few day for de trip!muz really thx for darling!! =)
maybe is de last trip for my life!u shld noe why!!
million of thx i had to say to U DARLING =)
shld stop here! lets pic do de toking better!!
still gt alot but too lasyto upload finish

WE'S

BIGGER ROOM

theme park

London

zilian darling

zilian mi

darling mummy and us